Nothing Else Will Do

I made the video for this idea, as it was only intended to be a slave track that I was thinking to record over with another guitar but then thought twice about it as I had to be cut short to think I can play a guitar anymore in this apartment now. <br />I do think it is simple. <br />I did manage to get most of the way through the song with my hand drum. <br />I would of kept at it until the closing of the song, but for what it is - <br />it is good enough. <br />it is like being what it always was for me- <br />just a live jam, and of course some police or other wise would let me know I was not supposed to be doing it in the first place. <br />I have not been treated like this since I was living on welfare when I was a young person living with people who would really just shit all over me if they thought they could steal my security deposit or just shut me down on sight for being there, no laws ever really applied to me as far as my rights were concerned, when I found myself living with hostile people like I am living with now. <br />I managed to get this far, but it is nerve wrecking and really bull to me at this point to pretend I am doing much of anything other than just making myself calm down as I try to get out anything these days as a musician. <br />I have no support, no rights, increasingly threatened. <br />I am not imagining this. <br /> <br />yes I do hate this as a matter of fact, to be taken so badly for what I have been doing all these years up until I moved here and am facing them on their terms as they have been so disposed to handle me now. <br />sick of them really, facing it for what it is. <br />I have lost my a lot since living under these terms. <br />it has never been legal or fair to me.