This lie's become sort what a part of me
For months, we’ve played this or his game
but I acting like it doesn't hurt me
Each time I hear the resounding of his name

I should ignore the feelings what's inside of me
Pretend that I don’t care moved on
and see what really real and what I have.

take a look and I should see what’s is it worth a fight,
and not let everything go out of sight
As if the feelings I once had
lately For somehow are gone

Spending each and every day
With the trying to forget with
the happiness and the laughs
Forgetting all memories made
not looking at photographs

But last time when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go… why?

Pam Fraser

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-just-can-t-let-him-go-why/