You must enjoy the burden of that load.
And any hints given to rid yourself from it...
Creates with you,
A defensiveness viewed.

With an addicted wish...
To voice your agonies.
With an offensiveness...
Spewing.
From your bitter lips,
You have chosen to keep bitten.

With an ignited self affliction.
That has been groomed from a habit!
Restricting you to limits.
Inhabiting with a comfort in your mind.
Blinding.

Lawrence S. Pertillar

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/spewing-from-bitter-lips/