Theres this girl that I wanted very much,
But afraid to hold, afraid to clutch,
Try to forget her, but I really cant,
Stuck in my mind, she implant.

Theres this girl, that I wanted to hold,
To keep company with, whenever shes cold,
But I can't do it, I'm not ready yet,
Little did I know that later I'll regret.

Sooner or later, I have to ask,
Take off this pretending mask,
Sooner or later I have to tell,
The feeling I had for you, I can't expel.

Alas! On the day where I had my bravery,
Down came a terrible tragedy,
For in the newspaper I read,
That the girl I loved is dead....

Guilt and sorrow flood through my mind,
Asking myself, Why is God so unkind?
I finally came up with a decision,
No matter how hard, I try I will fulfill my perfect vision.

With my knife ready in one hand,
Ready for the pain, I will withstand,
A slash, a crash, and down I came,
Seems like my whole body is in flame.

My task is now accomplished,
My pain, my sorrow, all vanquished,
I followed you, till after death,
I loved you till my very last breath....

Nick Choy

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-loved-you-till-my-very-last-breath/