hard to breathe
i hit the floor
took too many
and now i regret
it's going dark
i can no longer see
i hear the voices
that try to save me
it's not my fault
i tried to blame myself
you put the blame on me
because you didn't want to blame yourself
now the sirens are coming
and i see the lights
trying to save me
but i won't come to life
mother screaming
blaming herself
i try to fight to breathe again
but i won't come to
i now regret what i had done
i want to live
hearing the doctor
trying to revive me
i no longer hear a thing
but i see the bright light
the line is flat
and i'm disconnected
i'm sorry mom
i disappointed you
i want you to know
that i will always love you

Angie Fye

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicide-note-11/