depressions sets in, and my mind begins to fry,
my head my head my head
so much shit its weighting me down
it's like a ton of lead.
the love i have for you and all is not enough to keep my head above water.
im sinking.
drowning, in a sea of misery.
wont anyone help.
wont anyone throw in the towel so that this fight will stop?
alas noone will so i must do what i must do which is kill,
no, not you or anyone else but myself, as i drift futher and futher in the sea of death,
i want you to know i mean no harm and i love you.........................................

Copyright © Adam Rubenstein January 2007

Adam Rubenstein

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