I see myself in the past and I dont want to return
From those days those mistakes I have caught to have learned
But why do I still feel the pain

See day by day I tried to get over you
Just to have found out what people had said about you was true
But why do I still feel the pain

Is it because I told you since they day that we met
I wanted you to be the one I wont ever forget
Is that why I'm starting to feel the pain

Or was it cuz I still wanted you for me
But you were married you see
Is that why I'm starting to feel the pain

You took the one thing special I had away
After that is when I felt the most ashamed
Because it is now more than ever that I have felt HURT and PAIN

The pain you gave me that day
The pain you gave me the next
The pain that you had nothing to say
Or just the worst pain that in the end all you wanted was SEX! ! !

Vicky Jaimes

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-first-hurt/