To all the men who have done me wrong...

Why does the sun shine?
Why is there love and kindness?
I refuse to cry and whine.
I feel my way in stupidity and blindness.
My soul burns, my blood boils, my heart forever bleeds.
Murder my need for love.
Choking my life with black reeds
And drown me with idleness; Supressed in your Glove
The hand that ought never rest in mine.
You do not love for love but for lust
If it is her you would rather dine
Tell me - I will do what I must
To stay away, to pretend I dont care
My back bleeds from your cold, dead knife.
But question my motives? do not dare.
I was fine before you came in my life.
Blood continues to poor from my body.
But you continue to murder me and I cannot die.
You think only for yourself - arrogant, haughty.
But why must you lie?
Am I really that stupid to you?
I guess I am for I still dream of your kiss.
I dont want you to say 'I Do'
But I do want you to know this:
Continue to keep me trapped in this hate-filled cell
And I will drag you with me straight to Hell.

Conchita Mauer

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