me lonely but happy
sad but no one can see
sometimes they see im smiling
but deep inside, i m crying

myself pretending to be nice
letting others to join in myself
but no one knows me well
even my friends didn't know me

the other side of me
full of lonlinest but still smiling
always sad but never been alone
same as the thing that will never change! ...

john jhester villazor

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/me-myself-and-the-other-side-of-me/