Can I ever really move on
Can I ever really let go
Of the one man that I loved
The one man who destroyed me
And if I can never let go
Never fully move on
Can I ever really trust another man
Give myself totally to another
Can I ever really not judge
Without the darkness of the past shinning through
Or am I forever doomed
To walk through life on my own
Never allowing anyone close
Pushing them all away
Did he seal my fate to this
Or is my special one somewhere to be found
Is he in front of me
Standing there till I finally see
That he can really love me
And only me
layla joseph
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