You always tell me you love me,
People tell me I dumb to believe,
People tell me I'm dumb to not see.
I wish I was strong enough to leave,
Let this life of lies just be.
I trusted you and gave you my heart,
I asked you to keep it,
Not to tear it apart.
I pushed everything away into the dark,
I prayed my life was now ready to start.
The lies that you told me,
I was foolish to believe,
My heart had blinded me,
I really was dumb not to see!
Now I'm sitting here,
With tears of pain, I cry.
Now I finally see clear,
And all I'm wondering is why?
I let you in my childs life,
And now he loves you too,
You asked me to be your wife,
I would have stayed with you,
Through black and blue!
My heart is broken now for good,
If only you could hear my pain,
I wonder if you feel the same.
You told me you were worth it,
I would have waited for you too,
But you were just full of shit,
I wish I knew now what to do!
I'm so alone and lost,
My heart is bleeding and tears I cry,
I just needed you to love me,
But every word was just a lie.
This is my last Good-Bye,
I always wish you well,
Was it ever worth the lie?
Just know I'll never dwell,
On that lying life,
I always thought I knew so well.
Becca Browne
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/broken-hearted-38/