Pain Still Lays Here
Being me isn’t so easy
I can’t find anything to set me free
Now that I have given up self-injury
I still have pain
Even though I let everything go
I still feel the pain though
But why?
Why have I been suicidal all of my life?
What did I do?
Some how I fucked up my life
Yet I have no clue
What happened
Why I am the girl
How fakes a smile
I’m always faking a smile
It is driving me crazy
I can’t find out why it has to be me
Why me?
I need something to set me free
Dare I turn back to the razor blade
Or should I just sit and wait
For the pain to go away
When will this pain go away?
When will I not feel shame?

Broken Hearts

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-pain-still-here/