But for today
I cannot seem to hold my tears back
I miss him terribly
I can feel the twang of loneliness
It really kills
My thoughts keep going back to him
His face, his words, his actions, his chats with me
that touch, that feel,
OMG,
I wonder why I am hurting so much
inside today?
Lord I pray I need more strength to move on!

shalini mascarenhas

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