The dark depression of this life
its bitter sweet and always right
days are dark and feelings are meaningless
the way i live is dark with agony and fear

Clouds are strong and gray
i feel lost inside in my own way
can't think of anything ells
but my life is bitter sweet and cold

i don't want to get old in this useless life
from the beginning of my life its already full of hate
i don't feel loved enough to live on this planet
i think i take a knife and show life the awnser

pain is hard but you know your live
cold fealings i have everyday
it feels that every day a knife stabs me
my life is cold dark and useless

can't talk with fear or hate
my tears are colld like a seberian day
don't feel i am desired in this world
days are passing by with my life darkened on my side

the pain i have every day
about the feelings i live day by day
think most of the time about love
but thats one thing i never get for sure

pain is good only if you want to live
days are getting colder
got the feeling that i am fainting
life is only pain not joy

its hard to stand up in this god forsaken world
meanings are there but will not be heard
close to my thoughts are dark paths to dead
i think its time to close the lid of this dark and meaningless life

A Cloud Of Emptiness Loneliness

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/life-is-a-depression/