I'm sick of feelin' like an orphan
Suicidal thoughts keep relapsin in my head
Very often
Ask anyone i know if i'm ready for my coffin
Mama i love you but still i wish
You had an abortion

I'm sick of dreamin' like a haunting
Suicidal loss, deep relapsin in my bed
Very often
Sealed with a kiss is a letter from my coffin
Mama i love you but this is it
Don't be sad, From your son

I was never smothered with love
Now i'm covered in blood
...And sealed with a kiss is a gift of my love

Leo Lopes

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sealed-with-a-kiss/