I deleted a lot of what I wanted to say
There is a tourniquet pinching my stomach
For what you have been through
You are so strong
Most would give up on love
I’m here to make you happy
So far I have failed
I guess I want to say that I am very thankful for you
I can’t
Keeps repeating in my head
You have probably heard this before
And that is when I stop thinking
Because I cant think of the words to say to make you believe in me
But seeing you like that makes me sick
And that is where my thoughts end
There is too much blue

Timmy Tubbs

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/too-much-blue/