He held my body close
And slowly kissed my lips
I was shaking by his touch
Let's just stop I tried to plead

But he refused as I screamed
He pushed his body upon mine
Slowly he protruded me
It felt like hell became reality

I swear I was dying
Then when he finished
He this is our secret
So I kept it all inside

And slowly my life dissolved
My grades quickly dropped
And into a depression I fell
The blood from my wrist kept me calm

Then one day depression took over
So I picked up my fathers gun
And pulled the trigger with force
Blood splattered on the floor and walls

Now my life is ended
And yes I have regrets
But I just taught a lesson
For you to take in consideration.

Astacia Glover

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/depression-turns-into-death/