When you lose someone you care about time stops,
Your heart is racing,
Your hands begin to sweat,
You start to cry,
Thinking in your head why this happened,
You cant breath,
Your heart is hurting,
There is not that you can do now,
You tell yourself its your fault,
You have many regrets,
You wonder what should you do now,
Funeral starts,
People saying sorry for your loss,
Your pouring out all your tears,
Telling them goodbye,
You cry and dont want to leave,
You get in the car,
You look back as your leaving,
Youir telling them sorry that you have to go,
Feeling like the worst mother of all,
but remembering that God is with him now,
and that he knows I love him,
and I know he is looking down.

Christine Kelly

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/saying-goodbye-34/