I hope you'll never know
How much I need you;
I hope you'll never know
How much I care.
My rules are not to show
And not to let come near,
But deep inside my love,
My hidden fire glows.

I hope you'll never have
To understand me
For only misery can let you in.
This fence is 'lose' or 'win'
To me, though I don't want so.
It's not that easy,
But I hope you'll never know.

Eleanor ...

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-ll-never-know/