I am SAD now. Determined
to stay that way for years to come.
May not again unsadden myself.
Outside forces may not succeed
I am so sadly now in love and
getting sadder by the minute.
Is what I do desire so unusual,
so impertinent, so strange,
and so impossible?

Herbert Nehrlich

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sad-again-i-was/