Cut up and die,
Veins good enough to slice this time,
My apathetic release from this world.

Because i am the girl you never took the time to notice.
And i am the girl who cried herself to sleep each night.
Im the girl who was never good enough for you.
Im the girl you have slowly destroyed with your hate.

This is to pathetic.
So i shall take it a step further and cry you a river whilst i drag this blade across my veins.
I never wanted it to end this way.
I just wanted to be accepted by you.
But you made me feel rejected.
You made me feel alone.

Now your the one dragging this blade threw my veins.
Numbing all pain whilst i slip away.
Don't you think i look pretty crying?
Don’t you think i look pretty dieing in your arms?

Emma Butler

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicidal-thoughts/