Its actually over, I can’t believe it’s true
I never pictured myself without picturing you.
Things between us will never be the same.
But I can’t be mad at you because I am the one to blame.
I did what I did, and there is no changing the past.
As I look out my window the cars drive by fast.
Each car represents a memory we made
they’ve come and gone without leaving a trace.
I'm not giving up, just like I never do.
For I know if things were reversed, you'd be persistent too.
So, now I'm going to jump out my window and chase the cars down the street.
Because every memory we made is one we should keep.
I never meant to hurt you, you are very important to me.
Why would I want to hurt someone who, in my life, I need?
You may not take me back, and that I deserve.
This is when the car runs me over and leaves me to die by the curb.
Without you in my life, I will not be able to live, don't you see?
So by giving up on us, you're slowly killing me.
I know I have no room to be selfish, since this is all my fault.
But you might as well cut me open, and in the wound, poor salt.
Perhaps then you'll understand the pain and guilt I feel.
So I'll pray beside my bed and talk to God as I kneel.
I'll ask God to forgive me first because I know he will.
Maybe this means you will too, I've always considered you a hero.
So I'll send this to you, and I'll seal it with a kiss
because it’s not only you, but its us, that I miss.

Jessica Andress

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