I can't help wondering
if my life is one big joke.
Why must I feel so different?
Is it amusing to see me squirm in my own skin?
I just want to feel normal...
(whatever that is) .
I want to feel happiness.......without the guilt.
I want to feel passion...... without the shame.
I want to feel sadness.......without the hopelessness.
I want to feel love.......without feeling undeserving.
I just want to feel!

I know...

I want too much.

Mary Nagy

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-want-too-much/