driven into madness
living a life of just sadness

trying to make the best
but cant forget the rest

life is so full of pain
always losing never to gain

feeling like living dead
waking up sometimes i dread

nothing but emptyness inside
can not run and hide

my mind is slowly deteriorating
life is death, just waiting

why must i suffer so
i really do not know

my bodys full of pain and numbness
my mind is blank and full of dumbness

ending it all, is not a choice
saying anything, i have no voice

i have to keep going through the days
looking for better or different ways

cannot let the madness take over
putting my head under the cover

going to sleep at the end of the day
trying to keep the demons away

sandy nobody

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/inside-my-madness/