Morbid and candid is your eloquence
I can feel your words move in slow motion when you sing
Your anger is like the sickest music playing backwards in my head yet everytime it's conveyed so beautifully
I could literally sit in a corner and just thnk about how subtley you breathe
and to know I can't be by your side simply BREAKS me
I wanna show you that I'm good for SOMETHING...but I can't cuz distance won't let me
You're like an undiscovered ocean stretched out so far away
and I'd gladly drown if I could catch a glimpse of your beautiful face
I'd die in your arms if you were dying too
So in a poetic kinda way, we could die TOGETHER...
Cuz if you died, I don't think I could live life as a whole
You're the deepst part of me that makes my cuts sing
You're so far away and I sometimes thing you don't love me
But hopefully I can escape that arresting thought and focus on what REALLY matters...
If I could stay alive forever there wouldn't be any pleasure in that because your mortal soul will decay as I live a life of loneliness...
I think my soul is bleeding and I don't know how to fix this hole I have in my heart...
I think I'm undergoing emotions that's beyond my plane of existence...
If we could stay alive forever TOGETHER, then let us love one another and watch this FUCKED up world decay into nothing as we're the only two living beings left that taught this world how to LOVE.
What is to become of the mortal consentment of my pride or my love for you...
My love for you could never fade away and I would cut EVERY knwon vein in my body if I could rest in knowing that your love has made me complete! ! ! !
I LOVE YOU ALISHA! ! ! ! I just hope you feel the same for me! ! ! !
Mikel Calcagno
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alisha-gonzales/