What did it mean for me?
The pain the humilation.
Feel dirty for the rest of my life.
The dirt tyhat will not wash off.
Nightmares and flashbacks occur.
Shivers up and down my spine.
His shitty voice always in your head.

What did it mean for me.
Stolen security.
Broken trust.
Not knowing who to trust.
Looking at each guy suspiciopusly.
Is he going to do the same thing to?

This is what it meant for me.
This and more.
Now I live in the aftermath of the rape.
But for what it truly meant.
I cannot descibe.
The hurt and pain.
The fear the humilation.
I cant tell

Amy Kerswell

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-did-it-mean-to-be-raped/