I ask you this
please tell me how
how to fit in
how to make friends
how not to be alone
because I’m sick of being alone
you saying just be yourself
accept yourself
I wish I could
the truth is
I don't know who the real me is
the depression was me for so long
the depression became me
and I became the depression
I’ve forgotten the real me
I don't know how to accept something that is not there
I don't know how to accept something I lost such a long time ago
so please tell me how
how do I find myself
how do I accept myself
how do I be something that isn't there?
when I don; t know who myself is?
how...

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