alone and in distress
I no longer want to be depressed
I lay here
putting my mind to a test
no longer a cold and guarded heart
I want to feel warmth in my dead soul
I want to live yet again
I want to find the girl
I lost so long ago
the one to scared to come out
she hid during the pain
but now she lives in vain
slowly driving us both insane

Scarlet .....

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lost-thoughts-4/