One tear of shame
Two tears for being so lame
Three tears for knowing that I cause all the pain

Everything I own is filled with these tears

The years of living
The months of waiting
The weeks dreaming
The days wishing

They're all killing me
Can't you see?
I was never meant to be

I Hate Life

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-was-never-meant-to-be/