party all night, drinking, drugs and guys that the story of your life
although you had kids you cared nothing about
you only beat them and wanted them out of your life
you did your own thing and they had to fight to stay alive
which never mattered to you, we only cried

you would leave for days and sometimes week at a time
we never knew when or even if you were coming back
sometimes we wished you wouldnt come back but we became scared and didnt know what to do.

but we all made it we all come through.
you have spend some time in jail and now that we are all grown
and there no work to be done you want to try come back in our lives

we dont want anything to do with you now it are turn to want you out of our lives.
you will soon see how we have felt for so long as all we wanted was someone to love us...

then i wander is that asking to much
now my whole life is wrecked cause i cant seem to move past it
all i guess i am looking for is answers..
which i am sure that i will never get
so i will leave it at this
hope you see how u have affected every part of my life
and that u see i will still make it without you

stephanie buchanan

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-will-make-it-without-you/