You appear in my thoughts.
You appear in my dreams.
I always open my heart to you,
But it's not always what it seems.

You've hurt me and desert me
When all I've wanted is your love.
Yet you kept reappearing in me,
Like someone's directions us from up above.

You're in and out of my life
and I always wonder why.
There has to be a reason
for this reoccurring 'thing' between you and I.

But now the smiles fade and
Behind every kiss there is a grain of salt.

How am I to know if it's real
when every other time was a shoot and miss?
If this really scares me,
then why do I take a chance?

You claimed it's you that holds the key.
And I agree.
So please, turn it gently!

Jaymie Lanera

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