What happens,
if your reason for living,
doesn't wants you anymore?

This happened to me,
I still don't know how to answer that question,
I still don't know how I am still alive,
if my reason for living, doesn't want me anymore.

There's a hole in my heart,
it has no end,
it's killing me forever,
I am becoming a ghost.

I am trying to be safe,
I am trying not to be a danger,
for all the ones around me,
not to notice the pain I am carrying.

I've been faking,
I've become an actress,
I am acting as nothing happened,
and just living something called ''life''.

I've lost the one,
I feared the most to lose,
I am falling in pieces,
I have no reason for living.

Someone answer my question,
someone save me from this pain,
someone make me stop pretending,
I am what I'm not.

Ana Lia Zaldivar

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