You linger in my thoughts and in my sleep
When I drink and when I eat
In my nightmares and in my dreams
Every time I talk, every time I breathe

I’m so close and yet so far
Are we together or are we apart?
Are we apart of something bigger then this?
Bigger then this ‘love’ that’s only see through the mist

Do you realise how hard it is
Walking up these lonely stairs
Knowing that when you reach the top
There’s going to be no-one there that cares

Friends is maybe all we’re supposed to be
The truth is, you’ll never be close to me
I feel you should have made the most of me
Regret it when the world decides to dispose of me

But the game has been settled, I’ve heard the score
The rejections have hurt I can’t take many more
I have lost, I have lost and furthermore
I don’t want to wake up on my own anymore

Bilal Raja

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/grace-23/