I’m sitting here alone in this darkness
I’m sad no one is here
so I want to die
and no one is there to ask me why
everyone think that I’m ok
but I’m not, I just want to die
I want to die alone in this darkness
from everyone I want to die
But I can’t at last I fear
so I’m sitting here
alone with a gun in the darkness
cry that's no one is there

nic Leisure

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/darkness-to-me/