we made lots of designs

we utter expressions that we only knew

but today i will declare

not war, not liberty

not a proverb, not a hearsay

but a word you will never understand

if you won't look at it closer

and touch,

the smoothness, the smarmy feeling

for i'll take the edge off in it

and take the sting out that's in it

a green-light, an order

don't stop, for i will just be here

for you

no matter how much you question

even if it ends to distrust or delusion

or even make this road

obscure

like any demurral

or dilemma

i'll be certain

my heart beats fast

when i hear a voice of a man

named _ _ _ _.

HAZEL Calumarde

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/his-name-is-secret/