I feel so good
And then just sick
Yet I do it again
For my head is thick

It gets me going
Then brings me down
Further than before
Like I’m going to drown

I tell no one
I am ashamed
I won’t tell you
I don’t want to be named

I am addicted
to my worst fear
I don’t care anymore
For death still draws near

You say you trust me
I know you shouldn’t
It could break your heart
You still think I wouldn’t

What do I choose?
Not much of a choice
I have so much to lose
I crave your voice

I choose you

kyle potter

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-addiction-24/