how come i dont have yu anymore?
how come yur not there?
why am i so scared?
i hide behind my dyed hair,
not trusting anyone,
abandonment issues.
i feel so alone,
a high queen kicked off of her throne,
not wanted,
nobody cares,
why isnt anyone there?
the darkness sourounds me,
hiding the light,
disappearing from my sight,
my childish sister,
so gone into yurself,
so you stopped paying attention,
i slip deeper into my depression,
and start self-mutilation,
WHY? ?

Alicia Roseberry

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-936/