There is this urge inside me to live no more
It screams 'DIE DIE DIE! '
'Kill yourself' my heart tells me
Makes me feel depressed
My body feels lost
I feel like I need to die
I don't want to hurt anyone
I only want to hurt myself
You need to die
Just end it
Stab the knife into your body
Let it pierce your skin
La la la, just sing a song
End it all
Begin something new
Make yourself someone

Shelby Jasmin Estrada

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/in-my-head-18/