am sick and tired of living
no body wants to give me a hearing
let me be told what is my erring
at least just before my burying
just as they turned a deaf ear to all my appealing
my ear will be truly dead when they start crying
am dead sure when i am dead i will be all smiling
for my death will be to my soul.. so relieving

Samanyan Lakshminarayanan

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