Day after day, I go to this hellhole;
nothing really interesting, only full of a**holes.
I swear I want to escape from this awful mess,
or else, I'd have to shoot all these ignorant pests.
I want to go far away, fly, be free;
the real world, then, I bet I would see.
I hate being trapped, like my life's not actually mine,
like it belongs to these bastards who just complain and whine.
The world's just so screwed up, I really wish I was never born.
It would've saved me from all this pain, all this nothingness and feeling torn.
I really desperately want to escape, call me crazy, call me insane;
seriously, I would do anything: hang myself, drink poison, even blow up my own brain.
Cookie Matzii
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/institutionalized-self-destruction/