It’s more than you think; it’s more than you will ever know. It’s more than the credit I gave you for. So I will take my pride, try and do well, walk away when it hurts like hell. I loved you once but you couldn’t tell, I got scared and that’s when we fell. I shut you out, tried to turn around, I was too late you were gone, no where to be found. Everything is always, what I never wanted. When I said goodbye, I couldn’t look you in the eyes. Couldn’t let her see whet she could do to me. Everything you are is all you will ever be. It’s been so long without a word, can’t describe how it still hurts. I tried to show you once, tried to love you twice, gave you another change; you still walked out of my life. The memories came flooding in through my mind. I said it’s the lat time; you do not get to see me cry. Everything you are, everything will be, torn apart, glued together, either way it’s wrong. I said it all in on word and simply walked away. I said goodbye and I’m pretty sure you still saw me cry.

Miranda Weller

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