NY Giants kicker Josh Brown admitted to abusing his wife, viewing himself as "God" and his wife a "slave" and a porn addiction, according to police documents and reported by TMZ. Brown's personal journal, letters and emails were included in his domestic violence case in King County, Washington branching from a 2015 arrest. Brown was charged with 4th degree assault and domestic violence after an incident with his ex-wife but the charge was eventually dropped. Now, the documents have gone public. Josh Brown, journal entry obtained by SNY.tv. The NFL suspended Brown from the season opener without pay for the arrest, noting a violation of the league's personal conduct policy.