2010-06-29 3rd Journal ♥ TRANSCRIPT: My Major Themes or Unreality Falling Away ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: You know, it’s interesting how, here in this journaling this morning, I came to it crying my heart out - well, with tears streaming down, anyway. Can’t cry one’s heart out - at least, that feeling’s felt seldom. Anyway, what I note is I’m not feeling like that right now. Went away. Not sure where. I don’t care, for I don’t need to know. Just noting it here... and saying hmmmm. Eight Jaguar is a powerful day. A day of coming together - that’s eight. I don’t want to go deep into it - I’m just noting that I’m grateful it’s that day.[*] It will no doubt bring help to my being, the things I’ve been going through. It’s a mark of the sorting it out, and of divine inspiration and understanding arising. It doesn’t do this - it just draws our attention to the reality that it’s being done. Do you get that? The distinction? It’s the difference between superstition and the reality. The Mayans were not superstitious - they were connected. It’s different - but it’s subtle, and the mind doesn’t get it right away. Be in heart. Moving on. What is new? Well, what’s not would be better, perhaps - I’m losing touch with some ideas about me. We all have them, you know - attitudes, opinions of self. Though we step back, disidentify a good bit, we’re not done. There’s way more to be done, always is. Keeps us humble, or it should. It could, if we’d let it, that is. Gotta remember, we’re kings and we’re kings - we’re in charge of the show, here below, our domain. That means we rule. That also means that anything we don’t like, we’re in charge of. We maybe can’t change that thing on the surface of life, but we can change our relationship to it... Distributed by Tubemogul.