Tonight I pray for the loss of you
that your face will not haunt me
I find myself in make believe;
just so I can be at ease and breathe
Confused as to why my unconditional love
has been refused...

I feel so small, take a look around
the anticipation is growing strong
My heart aching; mourning over you
total sadness, for you're very much alive
So many unanswered questions as to how and why
the all tend to make me cry.... so I say;
~~~~~~~~~FORGET IT! ~~~~~~~~~~

There's a decision to be made on my part
people wonder how much pain will I under go
So, for those that truly do love and care
I will not waste another minute, mo tears to spare
tonight I pray that soon your face will fade away
Your laughter, your friendship, will be forgotten
I pray you'll not haunt me
guess I'll wait and see............

................................... days later

If there's one thing I am sorry for
it wouldn't be of anything less
I guess I needed you
there you have it... MY WEAKNESS....
So, I am sorry my weakness caused you pain

I see clear now, guess He answered my call afterall
for now, I do not fear
Your face will not haunt me.
one day you'll see........
I have officially let you go free...

*.........Sigh...... just another poem...*

Kristin Nicole RothDavis

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/final-breath-after/