Go ahead and turn your head, don't look back
I'll be gone and you won't even know
I cannot forget; so many regrets
Time is of an essence, fast paced and then slow
I will refuse to live through photographs
Patiently awaiting to hear the words
This isn't goodbye I said ~ just need to rest my head
There's only so much one can do
Especially after all the shit I've been put through
I keep lifting you all up and then somehow you say I've let you down...
Inhales deeply as I take a look around
Here I stand alone with both feet on the ground
Life is hard, but what else is there to do
You've managed to touch my heart
I'll always think of you
Never felt so far apart, so alone
I keep searching my heart wondering where the hell
I have went wrong
Will there ever be a secured place in someone's heart where I'll belong? ...

*just a poem*...

Kristin Nicole RothDavis

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/first-breath-after/