Alone, deep inside my head;
Pushing me to the brink of death.
My thoughts alone are crushing me;
Why doesn't anyone see the pain I bring.
Pain, Fury, Death, and Sadness;
Mixed with hopes and dreams for happiness.
I arise from the dead, and then fall back on my face;
Haunting memories of my hurtful past, I'd like to erase.
Alone in this world, no one could ever understand,
I know your here for me, but please put aside your helping hand.
For you can't save the damaged, and you can't fix the broken;
So many words I've left unspoken.
Soon one day I will finally see;
If I lead the life, you chose for me.

Patricia Gillaspy

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/alone-with-my-thoughts-7/