did you even love me or just pretending just for the money its funny how my step dad is better than you i hate you if you don't know that but i still have to live with you if god loved me than he will let me die but the tricky part is i don't want to die yet i want to live my life but i know god had put me in this family for a reason i belive in fate and everything happens for a reason but whats my reason to live in this family the only person i live up to is my mom, step dad, uncles, cousins its funny because your not the list and its all your fault not mine

natalie barajas

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