my time is running out but i don't know how to end it my pain is getting bigger my anger is getting big the thoughts of cuts and dying is coming back to me it seems like their visiting me every month now why can't you see i'm not happy when im with you when im somewhere else i feel like i can actually breath for once i hate it here and for my 15 birth day you will be now where to be found you will be with the people you actually love so i won't have to see you anymore and i wish i can block you out of forever and thats my whole goal well i hope you enjoy my sorrow because the next show isn't until tommorrow

natalie barajas

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