There are no need for suicidal thoughts
I'm already dead
Time and time again I've been misled
The idea that I'm alive is an illusion
and there's never a conclusion
I was born with a broken heart
I guess my life was arranged from the start
Always the poet, never the muse
By now, I begin expecting to lose

Dyna Misery

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/always-the-poet-never-the-muse/