Sometimes I just feel like I want to die
or curl up in a corner and cry
sometimes I just lie to myself and say every thing is fine
that every thing will change in time
ill sit there and wait
stare at these walls and disintegrate
never look back to see
what kind of person I will come to be
life is crawling up my spine
and I feel Im running out of time
u look at me in disgrace
but I just cant run the race
I want to run away
because I have nothing left to say
I don’t hate you and you are not the 1 to blame
my feelings just aren’t the same.

Arielle Perkins

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/forgive-me-3/